Death

R.I.P Lucy
September 12, 1994- November 29th, 2009

I feel sort of..........numb. I have reason to belive i've fallen into shock. It makes me wonder, how sensitized am I that my body has had to resort to drastic measures to stop me from just collapsing into a pile of uselessness? I mean, back in the day people saw death all the time, right? So, with this new modern world of miracle medications and longevity like you've never seen before, have we become to sensitized? I don't know.

I just know that i'm turning 19 tomorrow and all I want is to have my family and my extended family of friends with me right now.